《不曾走向自己 I've never been to me》 (歌)Charlene

嘿女郎，你啊女郎,你对生命充满怨恨
Hey lady, you, lady, cursing at your life 你是个不满现实的母亲，是个失去自由的妻子
You're a discontented mother and a regimented wife 我深信你梦想着那些你永远不可能做的事
I've no doubt you dream about the things you'll never do 我真希望有人曾经告诉我现在我想告诉你的事
But I wish someone had talked to me like I wanna talk to you 我曾去过乔治亚到过加州还有任何我可以去的地方
I've been to Georgia and California, anywhere I could run 我曾牵过一个传教士的手然后我们在阳光下亲密缠绵
Took the hand of a preachman and we made love in the sun 而今我再也无处可去也没有和善的朋友
But I ran out of places and friendly faces 因为当初我执着自由
Because I had to be free 我曾经到过天堂，但我不曾走向自己
I've been to paradise, but I've never been to me 求求你,女郎求求你，别就这样走开
Please lady, please, lady, don't just walk away 因为我好想告诉你，为何现在我是如此孤单
Cause I have this need to tell you why I'm all alone today 我见到你眼里活跃着太多过去的我
I can see so much of me still living in your eyes 来分享吧我这倦怠的心
Won't you share a part of a weary heart 曾经活在无数谎言的心
that has lived a million lies 我曾去过尼斯和希腊小岛
I've been to Nice and the isle of Greece 在游艇上浅尝香槟
While I sipped champagne on a yacht 我曾在蒙地卡罗如哈露般招展，向人炫耀我的本钱
I moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo and showed 'em what I've got 我曾被帝王宽衣解带
I've been undressed by kings 见识好些女人不该看到的事情
And I've seen some things that a woman ain't supposed to see 我曾经到过天堂
I've been to paradise 但我不曾走向自己
But I've never been to me 嘿，你知道天堂是什麼？那是个谎言
Hey, you know what paradise is? It's a lie 是我们依照理想中的人物和地方产生的幻想
A fantasy we create about people and places as we'd like them to be 但你知道真实是什麼吗
But you know what truth is? 是你怀中抱着的小宝宝
It's that little baby you're holding, 是你今天早上跟他吵架的男人
And it's that man you fought with this morning, 那个今晚又将与他亲密缠绵的同一个男人
the same one you're going to make love with tonight 那就是真实，那就是爱
That's truth, that's love 有时候我为那无法诞生的孩子哭泣
Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children 他们本来可以完美我的人生
that might have made me complete 而我,我选择了甜蜜的生活
But I, I took the sweet life 不曾知道有一天我会因甜而苦
And never knew I'd be bitter from the sweet 浪费了生命我探索滥情的自由
I spent my life exploring the subtle whoring 为此我付出太多代价
that cost too much to be free 嘿女郎,我曾经到过天堂
Hey lady, I've been to paradise 但我不曾走向自己
But I've never been to me